thejai

I will tell you this… love is a fucked up bitch! such a rush of emotion all the time! its no wonder I dont really date or I tell myself that Im not dateable. Its sooo hard for me to trust when once upon a time it was very easy to do so. I think I have learned like so many others that trust is something that is given rarely. But what you want most of the other person once you give them your trust is to realize just how precious of a gift it is to receive.

I sit here now in a tornado of confusion for reasons I do not even know how to begin to explain.

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh soooo much to say and its not coming out in words. I think I will have to paint what I am feeling. :)

I’ll post it later.

- Jai